times seem to be changing. i find myself engulfed in a much more packed schedule and random weeks that seem to be compleatly empty. luckily my vacation was filled with some fun activities which in the end changed what i once truly believed in.
GREEN DAY:
they were technically my first well known band and well i loved them. i was able to be loyal to them for years and recently i found a folder containing pictures of them and a CD given to me by an old friend. while listening to American Idiot i found that wow i grew quite a bit. i used to be extremely biased to who i hung out with. if you didnt follow my traits i would sincerely try to level you out of my group. but oh green day look at us now. when i re listend to those songs i found a more deep meaning in them, as though my level of understanding had never truly reached the song lyrics. i found that Boulevard of Broken Dreams was not some sloppy reason to cut myself along with friends, it was a statement of having to face the world alone and without reinforcement, about having ppl thinking you are done for and rising up against them. well, maybe i'm wrong but just like back then i may just see it that way, :D
RHCP:
The Red Hot Chilli Peppers and i have a very short history. truth is i didnt really know them untill about a few years ago i didnt know them, but recently i feel as though they have highlighted a majority of my highschool feelings. with the release of their new single "With You" i seemed to have found the rythm of my new life. I have constantly listend to their music for an emotional release from my situations and well this new cd has helped me cope alot with the past problems i have had. i did cry though due to the fact that like all other songs they have made, i tend to remember memories of friends and past loves. even so, this cd and the event at venice beach proved to me that its not bad to remember the past bt its not good to dwell and hold grudges to something that quite frankly, is long gone.
Deadmau5:
hahaha what would i do without the mau5? I attended the Los Angeles Venue and well i guess all i can say is that, i loved it. i was once biased to all types of music besides "My Rock Music" so i never was truly able to explore the world of electronic music but when i opened the door to daft punk, gosh, i was able to discover all these wonderful things. when i found out that Deadmau5 was coming to LA i immediately bought tickets. i decided "you know what? i'm tired of people telling me who to listen to or which EMP is better and shit, ima see deadmau5. turns out its for the best. loved it. and well now I'm addicted. hahaha so much for saying i wasnt a Deadmau5 fan, turns out i am.
In conclusion, well its obvious. i went from being completely idiotic to growing up. i am a person compleatly influenced by music and art. at times i may not be original but then again who can be truly original in a world that is completely made of make believe items??? thank you so much.
Monday, September 5, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Harry Potter: It all ends today.
I was 11 years old when i first saw harry potter and the Sorcerers stone. i was born along with the group of children who sat near their windows on there 11th birthday waiting for that one letter that would change our lives forever. I, like many others, never received that magical letter and was left to grow in my own non exciting world. i asked myself today "How far have we come Harry?" as though he would answer >.<. seems we went different ways and now look at us. I'm stuck in a rut and he's saving england from dark magic. Harry, it was nice growing up with you, and its nice to know that in some odd way, we'll grow old together. It all ends today and its a bit odd to not say freaky. his story ends by saving the world. who knows how my story will end.
Thursday, May 26, 2011
JUST LIKE YOU (part one)
D1G1 held her breath while counting the seconds it took to reach the water. once more she felt the cold splash of water enter her lungs. she raced to the surface and began frantically gasping for air. she felt her circuitry begining to fail from within her pseudo-skin. her plastic casings began to fail internally and the heat of the short-circuiting wires within her body were burning the last of her humanly organs. as she broke the top she dashed to the sandy beach. she let her android body rest on the sand while seemlesly trying to re-boot her non human body parts.
"Its hard to resist..." she thought to herself "...Its hard to resist the idea of WANTING to be human."
she slowly began to close her eyes as she remembered her once acessable humanity.
"what do you see?.." D1G1 thought to herself through her unintended sleep.
"I see.... i see.... him..."
D1G1's system shut down as she began to immerse herself in her human memories.
The young girl sat in a quiet room holding a small lap-top in her arms. she giggled happily as she turned the screen on and typed in a simple password into the computer. the screen turned blue with the aura of calmness she evoked onto it. her heart began to race as the screen properly lit up and exposed a simple picture as the background. a bright and shiny object, a glass encased rose, held between the hands of two lovers. A tall eloquent boy, skin as pale as a nearly dead male, and herself. they both expressed a sense of happiness while holding the delicate flower within their fingers. she stared at the image for a few seconds, studying the young boy's smile and blushing remembering that day as though it were happening in that instant.
sheepishly, she awoke from this untimely dream and turned on her internet. Immediately she typed an intricate website and began searching for the other man within her heart... The Doctor. She found his website and clicked to see his new adventures. The Doctor Who theme music began blasting in her computer. Her eyes adverted directly onto the screen nearly breaking into laughter and sighs as the doctor held his hand out to Rose.
The happy memory began to derezz revealing the images of a young girl surrounded by unknown people, her supposed friend,s whom she felt she knew not. the image shifted yet once more to an intricate overlap of circuitry in her body. bright neon blue lines began to encase her silent face. the pupils of her eyes began flashing neon blue. She reaches to the side where bloody scissors lye, grasping them, and slices her long brown hair to an ear length revealing in the back of her neck the new branded name of D1G1-L0V3. tears stream down her eyes yet she does not feel. she only feels the empty feeling her heart gives in her chest...
D1G1 woke up instantly. her thoughts mangled in distress as the once cold water seemed to tranced into warmth. she openly began to laugh in a manical matter. "its all i can do " she thought. "laugh at the idea that deep inside i AM but human."
once more her circuitry began to burn with the shock of the once more chilled water. she immediatly ran out of the water to avoid any further damage. "the irony" she thought.
D1G1 followed the rim of the ocean letting the synthetic nerve receptors in her feet feel the chill of its mid may waves. her heart still beating slowly from the shock of the overheating circuitry. a pain so familiar to the one which had led her to decide to transform herself into the android she was now. She lightly placed her hand over her chest trying hard to relax her heartbeat as to allow it to rest and reboot, an action she knew was deemed useless due to the fact that organic bodily components don't have the same ability to reboot as machines do.
The waves crashed steadily on the beach creating a beat she had heard once before. Her body began involuntarily moving to the beat of the waves. within her mind she began yelling WTF without an answer. Her vision blurred and her body began to fade just as she saw a white ghost in the horizon. In the background she could hear a young man's voice
"Fuck Meowingtons! not again!!!"
D1G1 woke up for what felt like the bagillionth time that day. she saw a black fluffy cat sitting on her chest startled she sat upright and began to yell.
"Hey, hey chill!" she heard a voice say in the background. she looked and saw a caucasian male looking at her. he seemed concerned yet by the way he handled the computer in his lap she could see he was trying to play the concern off as indifference. Intrigued by the electric blue wires which plagued the portals of his laptop and the suttle health feeling, she began to follow their intricate trail. Immediatly she saw that was connected to her chest portals! She was lying on the table with her shirt zipped extreamly!
"WHY THE FUCK IS MY SHIRT EXTREAMLY LOW!!!"
He just looked at her with a smirk and giggled at her reaction.
"Well fuck, i was expecting a fucken you're welcome but i guess not huh?!"
D1G1 gave him a confused look and once more the white man laughed.
"My name is Joel btw, the little guy you just freaked out was my beautiful cat named Meowingtons! well his real mane is Professor Meowingtons Phd., but i just call him Meowingtons for short." the cat jumped onto the table and slowly carressed her leg his eyes glowing much bright than she saw before.
"I'm sorry if he attacked ya, you see Meowingtons here is an EPIC mastermind at getting us into shit and he purpously activated his awesome power to hax and compleatly overrode your system >.<"
D1G1 woke up for what felt like the bagillionth time that day. she saw a black fluffy cat sitting on her chest startled she sat upright and began to yell.
"Hey, hey chill!" she heard a voice say in the background. she looked and saw a caucasian male looking at her. he seemed concerned yet by the way he handled the computer in his lap she could see he was trying to play the concern off as indifference. Intrigued by the electric blue wires which plagued the portals of his laptop and the suttle health feeling, she began to follow their intricate trail. Immediatly she saw that was connected to her chest portals! She was lying on the table with her shirt zipped extreamly!
"WHY THE FUCK IS MY SHIRT EXTREAMLY LOW!!!"
He just looked at her with a smirk and giggled at her reaction.
"Well fuck, i was expecting a fucken you're welcome but i guess not huh?!"
D1G1 gave him a confused look and once more the white man laughed.
"My name is Joel btw, the little guy you just freaked out was my beautiful cat named Meowingtons! well his real mane is Professor Meowingtons Phd., but i just call him Meowingtons for short." the cat jumped onto the table and slowly carressed her leg his eyes glowing much bright than she saw before.
"I'm sorry if he attacked ya, you see Meowingtons here is an EPIC mastermind at getting us into shit and he purpously activated his awesome power to hax and compleatly overrode your system >.<"
"oh... How did he know i was a .... " her mind could not come up with anything to say. she was not sure if it was because she just didnt want to fully admit that she was an android or because she was still woozy and connected to Joel's computer."
"He sensed it. he said he felt tired of all these poser asses and felt like haxing into crap. turns out he sensed a computer near by and haxed it but then he said wait its human?! and flipped. turns out he haxed you. epick fail i tell ya. so based on the data i was given your name is D-1-G-1-L-0-V-3? why a series of numbers and letters?"
"in actuality its pronounced digi-love. its just written with numbers instead of compleatly with letters. it was gi-"
"given to you when you intergrated circuitry yeah i know. Miss digi. i am just like you. i have an android body too.Just that i am more human than machine. my circuit birth name is Deadmau5"
"Its hard to resist..." she thought to herself "...Its hard to resist the idea of WANTING to be human."
she slowly began to close her eyes as she remembered her once acessable humanity.
"what do you see?.." D1G1 thought to herself through her unintended sleep.
"I see.... i see.... him..."
D1G1's system shut down as she began to immerse herself in her human memories.
The young girl sat in a quiet room holding a small lap-top in her arms. she giggled happily as she turned the screen on and typed in a simple password into the computer. the screen turned blue with the aura of calmness she evoked onto it. her heart began to race as the screen properly lit up and exposed a simple picture as the background. a bright and shiny object, a glass encased rose, held between the hands of two lovers. A tall eloquent boy, skin as pale as a nearly dead male, and herself. they both expressed a sense of happiness while holding the delicate flower within their fingers. she stared at the image for a few seconds, studying the young boy's smile and blushing remembering that day as though it were happening in that instant.
sheepishly, she awoke from this untimely dream and turned on her internet. Immediately she typed an intricate website and began searching for the other man within her heart... The Doctor. She found his website and clicked to see his new adventures. The Doctor Who theme music began blasting in her computer. Her eyes adverted directly onto the screen nearly breaking into laughter and sighs as the doctor held his hand out to Rose.
The happy memory began to derezz revealing the images of a young girl surrounded by unknown people, her supposed friend,s whom she felt she knew not. the image shifted yet once more to an intricate overlap of circuitry in her body. bright neon blue lines began to encase her silent face. the pupils of her eyes began flashing neon blue. She reaches to the side where bloody scissors lye, grasping them, and slices her long brown hair to an ear length revealing in the back of her neck the new branded name of D1G1-L0V3. tears stream down her eyes yet she does not feel. she only feels the empty feeling her heart gives in her chest...
D1G1 woke up instantly. her thoughts mangled in distress as the once cold water seemed to tranced into warmth. she openly began to laugh in a manical matter. "its all i can do " she thought. "laugh at the idea that deep inside i AM but human."
once more her circuitry began to burn with the shock of the once more chilled water. she immediatly ran out of the water to avoid any further damage. "the irony" she thought.
D1G1 followed the rim of the ocean letting the synthetic nerve receptors in her feet feel the chill of its mid may waves. her heart still beating slowly from the shock of the overheating circuitry. a pain so familiar to the one which had led her to decide to transform herself into the android she was now. She lightly placed her hand over her chest trying hard to relax her heartbeat as to allow it to rest and reboot, an action she knew was deemed useless due to the fact that organic bodily components don't have the same ability to reboot as machines do.
The waves crashed steadily on the beach creating a beat she had heard once before. Her body began involuntarily moving to the beat of the waves. within her mind she began yelling WTF without an answer. Her vision blurred and her body began to fade just as she saw a white ghost in the horizon. In the background she could hear a young man's voice
"Fuck Meowingtons! not again!!!"
D1G1 woke up for what felt like the bagillionth time that day. she saw a black fluffy cat sitting on her chest startled she sat upright and began to yell.
"Hey, hey chill!" she heard a voice say in the background. she looked and saw a caucasian male looking at her. he seemed concerned yet by the way he handled the computer in his lap she could see he was trying to play the concern off as indifference. Intrigued by the electric blue wires which plagued the portals of his laptop and the suttle health feeling, she began to follow their intricate trail. Immediatly she saw that was connected to her chest portals! She was lying on the table with her shirt zipped extreamly!
"WHY THE FUCK IS MY SHIRT EXTREAMLY LOW!!!"
He just looked at her with a smirk and giggled at her reaction.
"Well fuck, i was expecting a fucken you're welcome but i guess not huh?!"
D1G1 gave him a confused look and once more the white man laughed.
"My name is Joel btw, the little guy you just freaked out was my beautiful cat named Meowingtons! well his real mane is Professor Meowingtons Phd., but i just call him Meowingtons for short." the cat jumped onto the table and slowly carressed her leg his eyes glowing much bright than she saw before.
"I'm sorry if he attacked ya, you see Meowingtons here is an EPIC mastermind at getting us into shit and he purpously activated his awesome power to hax and compleatly overrode your system >.<"
D1G1 woke up for what felt like the bagillionth time that day. she saw a black fluffy cat sitting on her chest startled she sat upright and began to yell.
"Hey, hey chill!" she heard a voice say in the background. she looked and saw a caucasian male looking at her. he seemed concerned yet by the way he handled the computer in his lap she could see he was trying to play the concern off as indifference. Intrigued by the electric blue wires which plagued the portals of his laptop and the suttle health feeling, she began to follow their intricate trail. Immediatly she saw that was connected to her chest portals! She was lying on the table with her shirt zipped extreamly!
"WHY THE FUCK IS MY SHIRT EXTREAMLY LOW!!!"
He just looked at her with a smirk and giggled at her reaction.
"Well fuck, i was expecting a fucken you're welcome but i guess not huh?!"
D1G1 gave him a confused look and once more the white man laughed.
"My name is Joel btw, the little guy you just freaked out was my beautiful cat named Meowingtons! well his real mane is Professor Meowingtons Phd., but i just call him Meowingtons for short." the cat jumped onto the table and slowly carressed her leg his eyes glowing much bright than she saw before.
"I'm sorry if he attacked ya, you see Meowingtons here is an EPIC mastermind at getting us into shit and he purpously activated his awesome power to hax and compleatly overrode your system >.<"
"oh... How did he know i was a .... " her mind could not come up with anything to say. she was not sure if it was because she just didnt want to fully admit that she was an android or because she was still woozy and connected to Joel's computer."
"He sensed it. he said he felt tired of all these poser asses and felt like haxing into crap. turns out he sensed a computer near by and haxed it but then he said wait its human?! and flipped. turns out he haxed you. epick fail i tell ya. so based on the data i was given your name is D-1-G-1-L-0-V-3? why a series of numbers and letters?"
"in actuality its pronounced digi-love. its just written with numbers instead of compleatly with letters. it was gi-"
"given to you when you intergrated circuitry yeah i know. Miss digi. i am just like you. i have an android body too.Just that i am more human than machine. my circuit birth name is Deadmau5"
Monday, May 16, 2011
oh doctor :0
so i am watching season two. >:/
5/21/11
correction: i am 2 episodes away from finishing it :/
5/21/11
correction: i am 2 episodes away from finishing it :/
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Human
D1G1-1OV3 walked steadily between the shops of the mall. Her eyes darted from one object to the next nearly always pausing to say excuse me to the person in front of her. She hardly ever visited places like this due to the constant forced interaction with humans and overrated prices. she sits at a cafe table near an acessorized shop...
A young couple walks ahead of her. their eyes gazing into each other as she hears their secretive laughter. the young long haired girl stops before a window,her eyes falling upon a pair of unusual earrings. the boy takes note of this and begins to slowly walk past her, sneakingly running into the shop. The young girl soon realizes that she has been staring at the window for a while and gasps as she apologetically turns to face the boy, her hair shifts through the wind in response to the movement. she moves it out of her face expecting to see him looking at her funny, but the boy is missing. her convex smile fades into absolute distress as she shifts her gaze left and right frantically searching for him. her hair flutters as she stands on her tippy-toes trying her hardest to look over the height of the others, just one of the multiple times she wished she was at least a centimeter taller.
just then out of the shop comes the boy bearing a small plastic bag which he swiftly conceals behind his back. Noticing the girl's imminent distress, he taps her shoulder. She turns around, half relieved, half afraid and smiles at his renewed presence. The young boy gazes at her perplexing face and she soon finds herself lost in the warmth of the gaze. D1G1 notices how the young girl's face seems to blush childishly under her medium tan colored skin. the boy smiles sheepishly and reveals the gift behind his back. He hands her the small plastic bag and she looks amazed at it while refusing to take it. He pushes it forward in an attempt to hand it to her. Unwillingly, she slowly reaches to open the small plastic bag.
Her eyes brighten while opening the small bag. the covering itself falls to the floor as the young girl removes its contents. Within the bag lied a pair of earrings, Sushi earrings, the ones she had been admiring through the window. the young boy tenderly looks at her, a fierce and passionate smile filling his face ear to ear. she wraps her arms tenderly around his neck immersing herself into his naturally saddened dark eyes. he slowly outlines her face focusing mainly on the fact that her eyes look a bit teary.
In attempt to make her smile, he grabs the earrings and carefully applies them on to her small ear lobes. he , unable to resist the tenderness of both her face and lips, gently caresses her cheek and kisses her softly. then in a sudden blushed outburst, the young girl laughs uncontrollably, her laughter piercing through the surrounding noises and astonishing passers by. A bit brave and mainly crazy, she turns around and runs stopping after a few steps and returning to revive the stunned boy. she holds her hand out from behind her giving him the "come if you wish to live" stare. noticing this the fearfully amazed boy grabs it.
They run past D1G1 as though running for dear life, laughing at the face of madness.
D1G1 stands up and begins to walk forward. She repetitively reaches up to touch the earring dangling from her ear. The laughing couple fades behind her as she chokes on the memory of her once loving humanity. The well known burning in her chest begins to fade as she lets go of both the memory and the earing and continues walking. The Sushi earring dangles heavily against her now shortened hair.
A young couple walks ahead of her. their eyes gazing into each other as she hears their secretive laughter. the young long haired girl stops before a window,her eyes falling upon a pair of unusual earrings. the boy takes note of this and begins to slowly walk past her, sneakingly running into the shop. The young girl soon realizes that she has been staring at the window for a while and gasps as she apologetically turns to face the boy, her hair shifts through the wind in response to the movement. she moves it out of her face expecting to see him looking at her funny, but the boy is missing. her convex smile fades into absolute distress as she shifts her gaze left and right frantically searching for him. her hair flutters as she stands on her tippy-toes trying her hardest to look over the height of the others, just one of the multiple times she wished she was at least a centimeter taller.
just then out of the shop comes the boy bearing a small plastic bag which he swiftly conceals behind his back. Noticing the girl's imminent distress, he taps her shoulder. She turns around, half relieved, half afraid and smiles at his renewed presence. The young boy gazes at her perplexing face and she soon finds herself lost in the warmth of the gaze. D1G1 notices how the young girl's face seems to blush childishly under her medium tan colored skin. the boy smiles sheepishly and reveals the gift behind his back. He hands her the small plastic bag and she looks amazed at it while refusing to take it. He pushes it forward in an attempt to hand it to her. Unwillingly, she slowly reaches to open the small plastic bag.
Her eyes brighten while opening the small bag. the covering itself falls to the floor as the young girl removes its contents. Within the bag lied a pair of earrings, Sushi earrings, the ones she had been admiring through the window. the young boy tenderly looks at her, a fierce and passionate smile filling his face ear to ear. she wraps her arms tenderly around his neck immersing herself into his naturally saddened dark eyes. he slowly outlines her face focusing mainly on the fact that her eyes look a bit teary.
In attempt to make her smile, he grabs the earrings and carefully applies them on to her small ear lobes. he , unable to resist the tenderness of both her face and lips, gently caresses her cheek and kisses her softly. then in a sudden blushed outburst, the young girl laughs uncontrollably, her laughter piercing through the surrounding noises and astonishing passers by. A bit brave and mainly crazy, she turns around and runs stopping after a few steps and returning to revive the stunned boy. she holds her hand out from behind her giving him the "come if you wish to live" stare. noticing this the fearfully amazed boy grabs it.
They run past D1G1 as though running for dear life, laughing at the face of madness.
D1G1 stands up and begins to walk forward. She repetitively reaches up to touch the earring dangling from her ear. The laughing couple fades behind her as she chokes on the memory of her once loving humanity. The well known burning in her chest begins to fade as she lets go of both the memory and the earing and continues walking. The Sushi earring dangles heavily against her now shortened hair.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
"I AM THE DOCTOR": catching up with my old pal Doctor Who
Throughout this spring break i did many things towards my personal life. I visited Toronto (i swear coming from a place like (a bad city near LA), California; toronto seems like the nicest place in the world :D. I also caught up on various shows one of them which was Doctor who.
So, the last time i saw the doctor i left him transformed to the [Tenth i think] new regeneration of him. i had fallen in love with him and rose being together but as i had known since i saw the doctor's reincarnation from Christopher Eccleson to David Tennant, i knew rose would end pretty soon. :/
well to be honest i didnt really catch up i just painfully watched the end of rose and the end of my dreams of seeing them together. All i know is that in the end Rose gets to keep the human version of the Doctor but i (feeling like i know her) know she still longs for the real one, the one with two hearts. the traveler.
I cant begin to imagine how painfully fun it must have been to feel and to see that the man you love leave you such a gift. He would say something like "D1G1, here. He's exactly like me, has lived the same life as me, the only difference, He will be able to grow old with you. He is mortal. oh dont break him, he will die :o" Gosh man, and David tennant was such a sexy version of the doctor too.... >.< nosebleed :D
well anyways that was a rant about my secret love for the tenth doctor aka David Tennant. time to go back to wathching my anime and listening to my Daft Punk :D
So, the last time i saw the doctor i left him transformed to the [Tenth i think] new regeneration of him. i had fallen in love with him and rose being together but as i had known since i saw the doctor's reincarnation from Christopher Eccleson to David Tennant, i knew rose would end pretty soon. :/
well to be honest i didnt really catch up i just painfully watched the end of rose and the end of my dreams of seeing them together. All i know is that in the end Rose gets to keep the human version of the Doctor but i (feeling like i know her) know she still longs for the real one, the one with two hearts. the traveler.
I cant begin to imagine how painfully fun it must have been to feel and to see that the man you love leave you such a gift. He would say something like "D1G1, here. He's exactly like me, has lived the same life as me, the only difference, He will be able to grow old with you. He is mortal. oh dont break him, he will die :o" Gosh man, and David tennant was such a sexy version of the doctor too.... >.< nosebleed :D
well anyways that was a rant about my secret love for the tenth doctor aka David Tennant. time to go back to wathching my anime and listening to my Daft Punk :D
Coincidence in the Life of a Desgised Robot
"There is no room for remorse in my heart. my mind has to be blank in order to move on.
but with all the crap that keeps repeating, its as though the past keeps hammering down on me."
- Human D1G1
D1G1 walked forward as the wind swooped over her face. it was a calm and sunny morning but she felt uneasy. the silence on her morning stroll through her quiet neighborhood as usual bothered her so she put her earphones on. she winced as the cold rims entered her rear and giggled giddily as she pressed the play button.
"Are you receiving
Can you hear me?
The inspiration
It's deceiving"
she quickly let the words escape her mouth in large gaps trying hard to keep up, failing every time. soon the song ended. The song that followed would haunt her all her day.
As she walked towards her class D1G1 tripped over a stone. her sketchbook which she held dear fell to the floor along with her I-Pod. she winced as the I-pod detached from the earphones and hit the floor with a loud thud. at once the Song she was listening to paused. silence once more. she scurrility picked up all the pieces of paper held within her sketchbook. "at last," she though, "my I-pod." when she clicked the earphones into the device and pressed play the song returned with a melodic tune and lyrics that mesmerized her heart
"feeling the past moving in,
letting a new day begin,
Hold to the time that you know
you don't have to move on to let go."
As D1G1 began to stand her eyes subconsciously looked up. in that instant her heart stopped. in the doorway looking back at her was him. Bryan. She quickly held herself together and walked away. this song kept repeating.
D1G1's day went as planned. class one, class two, class three. all carefully placed as planned, but the morning's encounter had left her blind. throughout all her classes all she could focus on was the image of him staring down at her as though unwillingly trapped with no where to go. Deep within her heart she felt once mended cracks beginning to open once more.
"Remember turning on the lights
And dancing to the morning light,
Remember how it was with you,
Remember how you pulled me through...
I remember..."
her eyes were lost and diverted. yet she couldn't help remembering all the pain. once more she let the cold robotic side of her take hold, once more she let the music seep through her veins and electrify her soul....
"One More Time"
but with all the crap that keeps repeating, its as though the past keeps hammering down on me."
- Human D1G1
D1G1 walked forward as the wind swooped over her face. it was a calm and sunny morning but she felt uneasy. the silence on her morning stroll through her quiet neighborhood as usual bothered her so she put her earphones on. she winced as the cold rims entered her rear and giggled giddily as she pressed the play button.
"Are you receiving
Can you hear me?
The inspiration
It's deceiving"
she quickly let the words escape her mouth in large gaps trying hard to keep up, failing every time. soon the song ended. The song that followed would haunt her all her day.
As she walked towards her class D1G1 tripped over a stone. her sketchbook which she held dear fell to the floor along with her I-Pod. she winced as the I-pod detached from the earphones and hit the floor with a loud thud. at once the Song she was listening to paused. silence once more. she scurrility picked up all the pieces of paper held within her sketchbook. "at last," she though, "my I-pod." when she clicked the earphones into the device and pressed play the song returned with a melodic tune and lyrics that mesmerized her heart
"feeling the past moving in,
letting a new day begin,
Hold to the time that you know
you don't have to move on to let go."
As D1G1 began to stand her eyes subconsciously looked up. in that instant her heart stopped. in the doorway looking back at her was him. Bryan. She quickly held herself together and walked away. this song kept repeating.
D1G1's day went as planned. class one, class two, class three. all carefully placed as planned, but the morning's encounter had left her blind. throughout all her classes all she could focus on was the image of him staring down at her as though unwillingly trapped with no where to go. Deep within her heart she felt once mended cracks beginning to open once more.
"Remember turning on the lights
And dancing to the morning light,
Remember how it was with you,
Remember how you pulled me through...
I remember..."
her eyes were lost and diverted. yet she couldn't help remembering all the pain. once more she let the cold robotic side of her take hold, once more she let the music seep through her veins and electrify her soul....
"One More Time"
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